Last Angel

My mind wants to shout that ..
My hearts beating for you

Please come back,Oppadeul~

Saturday, 17 July 2010 / 05:51

halo bloggers~! akhirnya saya meng-apdet blog ini juga .. selama udah lama banget ga apdet D: abisan bingung kalo udah lagi ngetik di sini,tiba tiba stak masa (˘_˘")
oh ya! saya udah jadi anak SMA lhoooooo ehehehe sebenernya pasti masa masa MOPDB nih~ tapi yaaa anggeplah saya udah jadi anak SMA kikikik~ sekolah saya yang baru itu SMAN 71~
fotonya ga ada euy ;_; ckckck
199~ 3 tahun saya disana sangat berarti .. 7.6,8.1,9.6,i'll be missing you~ so freaking much :'( entah kenapa semakin dekat masuk semakin takut saya menjadi anak SMA >< semoga nanti di SMA saya betah .. ketemu sama anak yang suka sama korea juga =)) amin amin amin~

tadi di tumblr saya ngliat foto itu~ awalnya saya kira beneran udah nahan nafas gitu *.* taunya itu cuma PS-an orang D: kalo ini jadi beneran .. saya .. pasti nangis kejer gara gara seneng beneran :'( sayangnya ini cuma PS~ segini nih cinta Cassiopeia sama TVXQ! we miss them too much :'( oppa-deul .. please come back,as 5,not JYJ or Homin anymore T^T

i want them as five. Please,as 5. Like that. I need them badly. We need them badly. Cassiopeia and Bigeast need them badly T^T It hurts us when we heard 3 of you make an album,while 2 of you will attends SMTown 2010 ;_; oppa-deul~ please dont hurt us anymore .. We NEED 5 of you~ if one of your members is gone,it'll feels different TAT please come back,will you? :')

When we heard about other boyband's comeback,we feel hurt,oppas. But we believe that you love us :) you love us so you will come back for us,ne oppa? ♥
I dont know how I will be excited when I know that oppa's will have comeback~ I think I could cry because Im too happy :') please make us happy,oppa? :) we love you~

udah ah jangan yang sedih sedih :') BTW BTW BTW *ganyante* saya lagi cinta banget sama film diatas `Despicable Me` sebenernya saya belom nonton filmnya. Cuma liat trailernya pas lagi nonton Toy Story 3,seems good to watch~! :3 apalagi ada anak kecil nan imut yang ngomong `THIS IS SO FLUFFY I COULD DIEEEE~!` IGH LUCUNYA MATA BELO~! *tunjuk piccu paling atas* itu anak lucu bangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ih ih ih imut imut imut saya sama kakak saya pas nonton langsung gemes banget sama anak itu ♥ pengen nonton itu T^T tapi kapan yah? ;_; abisan saya udah mulai sibuk seiring masuk SMA nih D:D:D:

OH IYA~! sekalian aja deh nih :

Happy Birthday Taeminnie~~~ 생일 축하합니다 내 이태민 오빠~
Wish you all the best yaaa~ dulu saya masih anggep kamu bocah muda =)) *tuaan siapa coba?* pas rambut kamu masih mangkok dengan muka super innocent~ kamu sudah tumbuh dewasa ya~ lihatlah imagemu yang berubah di album Lucifer ini =)) semoga makin mature yaaaa taeminnieeee~

PS: tanyain tuh sunbae mu yang 5 orang kapan comeback? =))

My Type :)

Monday, 14 June 2010 / 06:31

damn~ you heal my heart again :)

Saturday, 27 February 2010 / 06:04

hey my lil angel .. suddenly i feel like want to textin' u , dear .. maybe this sound lame or smthn' .. but , i want u to know that i love u so much , even if i usually got cold n angry to u , but u have to know that i will always love u , forever , deep down in my heart . u r my 'baby' but tell y' the truth , i feel like u r my 'true baby' i love u as mother to her baby , really i am .. i'm so sorry 4 bein' so cold these days .. my life is so messed up these days ..

well .. sometimes i felt like i could covered it up , but lastly .. i knock out .. but today , i'll live my live strongly again .. i'm so sorry , i always makes u cry n shed ur pure tears .. really i'm so sorry . when i say 'i love u' no matter how sweet or cold , i really mean it .. i love u so much . tell y' i love u more than i love my families , i love u more than my parents , i love u more than i love my bro , n i love u more than i do .. thx 4 always be my cutie lil angel ..

PS : i'm gonna miss u so much , though we cant text or chat , just remember that i'll always here to wait n be there for u .. do ur best for UN , dear ! make ur parents , sist , bro , n me proud ^^ u can do it , baby ! love u 'til my very last breath ..

:')

Friday, 19 February 2010 / 06:31

kali ini,tetep,post gue tentang sahabat

apakah lo semua masih inget hari itu?
hari dimana ga ada yang mau deket sama gue,ga mau ada gue disekitar mereka
ga usah ngelak lah,bilang aja lo emang dasar nya ga mau sama gue
dan akhirnya,gue dibuang kan?
capek ya punya kehidupan kaya gini,pengen nya pergi aja

tapi yasudahlah,biarkan itu berlalu,
ga bakal bisa dirubah juga kan?
cuma tuti yang bisa gue percaya kalo mau cerita,thanks tut :')
ya mau cerita sama siapa lagi gue? emang ada yang mau dengerin gue?

akhirnya gue pun cerita sama aan,
aan juga temen curhat gue,tapi ga semua masalah sih :P
but he said,"i already knew it,someone told me,"
I asked him,"who?", pertamanya dia gamau kasih tau,akhirnya dia kasih tau juga
someone lah,kata dia,sebenernya someone itu ga enak sama gue
dia mau ajak gue,tapi dia takut ga pada setuju
if you read this,you might realize that it urself :)

gue kaget juga lah,aan ngomong gitu
tapi gue seneng,ternyata dia masih anggep gue sebagai temennya
gue anggep dia temen,dan dia MASIH anggep gue sebagai temennya
lo naro nama gue paling depan,walaupun menurut orang itu sesuatu yang ga penting
menurut gue,it's more than enough :') thank you ..

oh iya,buat byeolbi
you mean so much in my life,byeol bi ..
because of you,i feel happy,love,sadness,jaelousy,etc
my love for you never leave,byeol bi ..
eventhough the distance spread us away,
it doesn't matter to me,because you are my everything ..

thanks for always supports me when i am down
thanks for always calm me down when i feel sad
thanks for always be here for me
thanks for always hearing everything I said from my heart
thanks for always makes my heart calm ..
thanks for everything ..
saranghae~

Bold all the things you’ve done in 2009

Saturday, 2 January 2010 / 21:37

1. Did something you said you would never do.
2. Payed for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.
3. Lied about where you were.
4. Discovered a new musician.
5. Made something for a friend.
6. Got a new phone.
7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.
8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.
9. Made fun of someone.
10. Created a tumblr.
11. Flew on a plane for the first time.
12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more.
13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online.
14. Done something illegal.
15. Did your siblings chores for money.
16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to later find out that you worried for nothing.
17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt.
18. Hugged your mom or dad.
19. Baked a cake.
20. Made a new friend.
21. Lost an old friend.
22. Changed your views on society.
23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny.
24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal.
25. Had a horrible birthday. (the actual day)
26. Got a facebook.
27. Deleted your myspace.
28. Cried because you missed old times.
29. Cleaned your room.
30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to.
31. Told someone you love them.
32. Told someone you hate them.
33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to.
34. Received a gift.
35. Gave a gift.
36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.
37. Ate a lollipop.
38. Threw away something by accident.
39. Smoked a cigarette.
40. Ran a mile.
41. Switched schools.
42. Aced a test.
43. Wished you were in the past.
44. Got scared about the future.
45. Got yelled at by your parents.
46. Lost a family member.
47. Saw an old friend.
48. Went to church/synagogue.
49. Hugged a stuffed animal.
50. Said you’re going to make next year better.

Labels: 2009

Quote from Song

Sunday, 27 December 2009 / 19:36

ahahahhaha,liburan ini makin bosen aja,akhirnya nyari nyari quote dari lagu biar ada kerjaaan -,-
tapi arti lagu lagunya bagus sih,errrr lagu DBSK aja kayanyaaa XD
udah cukup banyak kok lagu DBSK aja XD
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I close my eyes for a moment, I still love you so. I should give up, but I can’t let you go. You taught me how to love. Now, how can I forget you? - Don't Cry My lover

I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it’s overflowing, that it’s melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands - TAXI

I want to become the wind and envelop you in my arms
I want to fly to the world you're in
I want to see you, I want to see you
I will always wait for you
Because I just can't forget you - Wasurenaide

Don’t say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear you heart; You still just want me,
You can’t hide it, you can’t lie - Don't Say Goodbye

So here I am now
I'm alone, calling your name again
I can no longer embrace this heart-rending feeling anymore
But that's all I have left to do - Stand By U

No matter how much time passes
I'm sure I protect you no matter what
When we can remove the thorns in our hearts
Let us have an endless dream in each other embrace - Forever Love

I want to forget your eyes, your tears, and sighs
Each day I take off the ring I cannot let go, still hiding my feelings
My mind wants to shout, to send one last message
You know that My hearts beating for you - My Destiny

In my heart, I always want to protect you
When we speak to each other, the air we breathe is visible
These overflowing memories are all for you
Our pleasant times together will always rest in my mind- Eternal

When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but I still you miss you
I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for - Unforgettable

Your love is all I need
Because of you, I'm able to fight against pain
Baby, I'm not afraid
If we're together, of what will come tomorrow
Always believe in me- Love Is All I Need

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akakakakakakw~
kayanya segini doang nih yang didapet XD

Happy 6th Anniversary,TVXQ!

Saturday, 26 December 2009 / 01:05

try to post this entries with english
sorry if there are LOT mistake nyehehehhhe
happy reading~
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DBSK? TVXQ? THSK?
you know them?
yah, I know,that just a Korean boyband,just like another ..
at the first,honestly,i don't like them XD but now,im addicted to them :')
and now,when im addicted in them,a problem appeared,but you know,the problem just make me always trust in them ..
when the other think like they were in really big problem *although they were* i love them like nothing wrong with them,

Xiah Junsu-Micky Yoochun-Youngwoong Jaejoong-Max Changmin-U-know Yunho

them,
who make me cannot look into another boyband,
you said im crazy or possessive or anything,up to you
but that's me,they got me,under they SPELL, and i can't resist it :3

6 years,
they worked hard,until they became Asia's star
that's not easy,many times they were injured
because exercising too much ..

all of your problem,i believe you didn't want these all
my feeling as a fan said,5 of you is forced,especially Yunho and Changmin,na-ah i don't care about that anymore :3
all i want is remembering all of your hard work from a clueless singer and singer who dream about being famous in the world,
until now,and your dreams were fulfilled,or maybe no?

Oppa-deul,whatever happened to you,i always believe you all
and my trust over you will never change :)
whatever they said about me,a simple girl who loves you so much,i don't care
while you were disappearing,many boyband is come out,and you know what?
i didn't really interested in them like im in love with you :')
and ..
my love over you won't change ..

i know this is just a simple writing about you
because theres no word that best to describe you :')
i love you DBSK,you are the one,eternally ..
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oh no~
im sorry because of this entries
to bad to read -,-